From slaves K. and N.
These must be the sexiest gifts I have received in a while. Simply gorgeous.
I have been spoilt rotten this month! About two dozen gifts have been ordered for me including those that are still on the way. Thank you, boys!
How I fell in love with Mistress Arella
As I write this journal it is St Valentine´s day, so I thought it would be a good time to tell you how I fell in love with my Owner Mistress Arella.
I have been visiting Pro Dommes my entire adult life and I have always thought of it as a fantasy of mine to be dominated, humiliated and punished by a beautiful woman. My visits to various Pro Dommes fulfilled these fantasies to a degree and within the set session periods I met some lovely ladies, however at no point did I fall in love with the domme I was sessioning with, it was purely a business arrangement at all times.
I first made contact with Mistress Arella in 2014 when I offered to chauffeur Her during a visit to London. Of course I also arranged to session with Her and on top of that Mistress accepted my invitation for lunch. A lovely experience to get to know Mistress Arella outside of sessions, which I had not been offered by previous Mistresses.
Mistress returned to Prague and I thought that would be that. To my pleasant surprise She kept in contact with me via Twitter & email. This eventually resulted in me finding myself wanting to please Her by way of spoiling Her with gifts, this became a regular occurrence and I believe Mistress Arella saw the potential I had to be a good long term slave.
Mistress returned to London in early 2015, when I spent a lot of time with Her both in and out of sessions, we fine dined at a few restaurants and went on a shopping trip at Westfield, where I spoiled Her with various gifts. During this visit there was a crossover in my life as a slave, instead of it being mere fantasy it was becoming reality, as Mistress Arella had taken an authority of my life outside of sessions. This had an effect on my mind where I was thinking of Her 24 hours a day, I was even dreaming about Her. This was exactly what I had been searching for my entire adult life. As close to be an owned slave as possible.
I think it was around this time that Mistress asked if I had fallen in love with Her. Maybe She had picked up on the tell tale signs. I refused to acknowledge my feelings back then as I am a person who does not declare my love for someone easily, but I think Mistress did not believe me anyway.
It was also at this point I realised that what I thought as a perfect marriage with my wife was not so perfect after all. I had spent time with Mistress Arella fine dining and had wonderful, interesting conversations with Her, I was finding that She was such an amazing person outside of being a domme. She was in fact my perfect woman in every aspect, some would say marriage material. I would actually be proud to introduce Her to my friends and family, She was that perfect. This also made me seriously question my own marriage and caused a few arguments with my wife to the point where I was considering divorce. Mistress Arella could give me everything I have ever wanted and I was prepared to give up my marriage for it, yet I still would not admit that I was now falling in love with Her.
It has taken me until now to admit I am in love with Mistress Arella. Why? because I had to be 100% sure myself, love is not a word I throw around easily like some men/subs do. I have taken time to get to know my Mistress not only on a professional business level but also on the personal side. Everything I have found out about Mistress Arella just makes me love Her even more, She is a genuinely lovely person, who, if the slave serves Her well, She will treat the slave well in return. The need to serve Mistress Arella keeps growing, it has become the most important thing in my life to please Her and make sure She is as happy as I can make Her.
I hope by admitting I am in love with my Owner I have done the right thing. I am so happy being Mistress Arella’s personal slave and that is all I need and will ever need. I will always be Her slave and she will always have full control over our Dom/sub relationship.
In June I will celebrate a very special anniversary – 10 years on the femdom scene! Back in 2007 I never imagined I could possibly last this long – the unpredictibility of the income, the timewasting morons, the insanity of some of the requests, the widespread misconceptions, the entitlement of the average “submissive” male as well as the frequent lack of respect or, occasionally, even plain rudeness. Not to mention the very low prestige of the profession itself.
Yet, ten years later, I am still here. While the first half of my Mistress career had been driven more by the economical factors, curiosity and perhaps some “f*ck you society” attitude, in the recent years it was mostly the great dynamics of my complex femdom arrangements and relationships and the posh lifestyle provided by my selected few personal slaves as well as special clients that made me stay.
Those 10 years have been fantastic in overall, with some downs and many ups. I got to travel extensively in Europe, visited US – both the West and the East coast and was repeatedly served up to very high standards in the Middle East. I have appeared in videos for a dozen of respected femdom websites such as The English Mansion, Woman Worship, OWK and many more. I self-published my memoir The Diary of a Kinky Girl that has been getting very positive reviews.
Life has various stages and so does one´s career and femdom career is no exception. I am now a different person than who I was in 2007 and thank God for that. I have fulfilled my various dreams while working as a domme and have had so much fun and pleasure over the years. However, I feel now it is the right time to explore other opportunities in life. In fact, this process had already begun for me last year and it proved transformative.
As of January 2018 I will stop seeing new clients for sessions so that I can focus on other priorities of mine. I will keep dominating my personal slaves and may be available for those I have met before if they can adjust to my schedule. I will not cease offering some types of online domination. Very motivated online slaves who manage to impress me over the period of a few months may get a chance to meet me. However, requests for sessions from strangers will generally no longer be dealt with. (I may possibly make an exception for clients booking an international assignment if I like the destination.)
Loser, timewaster, pathetic liar, moron with ugly dick. That´s Christian Kevin Scheu born in 1992, living in the town of Neuwied, who thinks it´s funny to mess up with dommes and force his disgusting limp cock on women who never asked to see it in the first place.